Do not ask me
to open up to you
‘like a book’
to unfold my pages
my rough draft
my final
if all you’re willing to do
is rip them out one by one
cross over the words that created me
and infiltrate me with your own.
Do not ask me
to open up to you
‘like a book’
if you’re not willing to read
a piece of someone else’s creation
your touch is prevalent in these pages
but these thoughts are my own
this ink is my own
this story is my own.
Do not ask me
to open up to you
‘like a book’
if you refuse to believe in originality
annihilate dichotomy
and wish to turn me into a copy
of your own work
believe it or not
this story
belongs to me.
Do not ask me
to open up to you
‘like a book’
a book is meant to be read
and i wish to remain a mystery
my pages leave nothing unsaid
your gentle flipping:
intimacy
but i wish for no such touch
unmarked; unscathed; free of injury.
Do not ask me
to open up to you
‘like a book’
some books are made to be sealed shut
some books are left on racks untouched
some books aren’t meant for reading
some books are void of plots and such
i am but a work in the making
my spine too weak to sustain
the tears of holding me open
so don’t ask me; never again.